Jordan and I are on the verge of a big change. I haven’t asked him if I can blog about it yet, but I will once he feels it’s okay.
No I’m not pregnant.
Normally the thought of this big of a change would give me severe anxiety. But I’m bizarrely peaceful, which only makes me feel that God’s hand is on the idea.
I am not on stable ground, but instead of feeling nervous and anxious and scared. I picture myself floating above the unstable ground waiting patiently for it to become stable again. I’m aware it’s unstable but my feet aren’t on the ground so it’s not effecting my stability. I’m sorry if that’s a little confusing but it’s the image I have in my head.